Monday, August 06, 2007

The Holy Transfiguration of our Lord God and Saviour Jesus Christ(the second "Feast of the Savior" in August)


Commemorated on August 6



Discourse on the Holy Transfiguration of Our Lord God and Savior Jesus Christ of Saint Gregory Palamas, Archbishop of Thessalonica.

For an explanation of the present Feast and understanding of its truth, it is necessary for us to turn to the very start of today's reading from the Gospel: "Now after six days Jesus took Peter, James and John his brother, and led them up onto a high mountain by themselves" (Mt.17:1).

First of all we must ask, from whence does the Evangelist Matthew begin to reckon with six days? From what sort of day is it? What does the preceding turn of speech indicate, where the Savior, in teaching His disciples, said to them: "For the Son of Man shall come with his angels in the glory of His Father," and further: "Amen I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death, until they have seen the Son of Man coming in His Kingdom" (Mt.16:27-28)? That is to say, it is the Light of His own forthcoming Transfiguration which He terms the Glory of His Father and of His Kingdom.

The Evangelist Luke points this out and reveals this more clearly saying: "Now it came to pass about eight days after these words, that He took Peter and John and James, and went up the mountain to pray. And as He prayed, His countenance was altered, and His raiment became a radiant white" (Luke 9:28-29). But how can the two be reconciled, when one of them speaks definitively about the interval of time as being eight days between the sayings and the manifestation, whereas the other (says): "after six days?"

There were eight on the mountain, but only six were visible. Three, Peter, James and John, had come up with Jesus, and they saw Moses and Elias standing there and conversing with Him, so altogether there were six of them. However, the Father and the Holy Spirit were invisibly with the Lord: the Father, with His Voice testifying that this was His Beloved Son, and the Holy Spirit shining forth with Him in the radiant cloud. Thus, the six are actually eight, and there is no contradiction regarding the eight. Similarly, there is no contradiction with the Evangelists when one says "after six days," and the other says "eight days after these words."

But these twofold sayings as it were present us a certain format set in mystery, and together with it that of those actually present upon the Mount. It stands to reason, and everyone rationally studying in accordance with Scripture knows that the Evangelists are in agreement one with another. Luke spoke of eight days without contradicting Matthew, who declared "after six days." There is not another day added on to represent the day on which these sayings were uttered, nor is the day on which the Lord was transfigured added on (which a rational person might reasonably imagine to be added to the days of Matthew).

The Evangelist Luke does not say "after eight days" (like the Evangelist Matthew says "after six days"), but rather "it came to pass eight days after these words." But where the Evangelists seem to contradict one another, they actually point out to us something great and mysterious. In actual fact, why did the one say "after six days," but the other, in ignoring the seventh day, have in mind the eighth day? It is because the great vision of the Light of the Transfiguration of the Lord is the mystery of the Eighth Day, i.e., of the future age, coming to be revealed after the passing away of the world created in six days.

About the power of the Divine Spirit, through Whom the Kingdom of God is to be revealed, the Lord predicted: "There are some standing here who shall not taste death, until they have seen the Son of Man coming in His Kingdom" (Mt.16:28). Everywhere and in every way the King will be present, and everywhere will be His Kingdom, since the advent of His Kingdom does not signify the passing over from one place to another, but rather the revelation of its power of the Divine Spirit. That is why it is said: "come in power." And this power is not manifest to simply ordinary people, but to those standing with the Lord, that is to say, those who have affirmed their faith in Him like Peter, James and John, and especially those who are free of our natural abasement. Therefore, and precisely because of this, God manifests Himself upon the Mount, on the one hand coming down from His heights, and on the other, raising us up from the depths of abasement, since the Transcendent One takes on mortal nature. Certainly, such a manifest appearance by far transcends the utmost limits of the mind's grasp, as effectualized by the power of the Divine Spirit.

Thus, the Light of the Transfiguration of the Lord is not something that comes to be and then vanishes, nor is it subject to the sensory faculties, although it was contemplated by corporeal eyes for a short while upon an inconsequential mountaintop. But the initiates of the Mystery, (the disciples) of the Lord at this time passed beyond mere flesh into spirit through a transformation of their senses, effectualized within them by the Spirit, and in such a way that they beheld what, and to what extent, the Divine Spirit had wrought blessedness in them to behold the Ineffable Light.

Those not grasping this point have conjectured that the chosen from among the Apostles beheld the Light of the Transfiguration of the Lord by a sensual and creaturely faculty, and through this they attempt to reduce to a creaturely level (i.e., as something "created") not only this Light, the Kingdom and the Glory of God, but also the Power of the Divine Spirit, through Whom it is meet for Divine Mysteries to be revealed. In all likelihood, such persons have not heeded the words of the Apostle Paul: "Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor has it entered into the heart of man, what things God has prepared for those who love Him. But to us God has revealed them through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God" (1 Cor.2:9-10).

So, with the onset of the Eighth Day, the Lord, taking Peter, James and John, went up on the Mount to pray. He always prayed alone, withdrawing from everyone, even from the Apostles themselves, as for example when with five loaves and two fish He fed the five thousand men, besides women and children (Mt.14:19-23). Or, taking with Him those who excelled others, as at the approach of His Saving Passion, when He said to the other disciples: "Sit here while I go over there and pray" (Mt.26:36). Then He took with Him Peter, James and John. But in our instance right here and now, having taken only these same three, the Lord led them up onto a high mountain by themselves and was transfigured before them, that is to say, before their very eyes.

"What does it mean to say: He was transfigured?" asks the Golden-Mouthed Theologian (Chrysostom). He answers this by saying: "It revealed something of His Divinity to them, as much and insofar as they were able to apprehend it, and it showed the indwelling of God within Him." The Evangelist Luke says: "And as He prayed, His countenance was altered" (Luke 9:29); and from the Evangelist Matthew we read: "And His face shone as the sun" (Mt.17:2). But the Evangelist said this, not in the context that this Light be thought of as subsistent for the senses (let us put aside the blindness of mind of those who can conceive of nothing higher than what is known through the senses). Rather, it is to show that Christ God, for those living and contemplating by the Spirit, is the same as the sun is for those living in the flesh and contemplating by the senses. Therefore, some other Light for the knowing the Divinity is not necessary for those who are enriched by Divine gifts.

That same Inscrutable Light shone and was mysteriously manifest to the Apostles and the foremost of the Prophets at that moment, when (the Lord) was praying. This shows that what brought forth this blessed sight was prayer, and that the radiance occured and was manifest by uniting the mind with God, and that it is granted to all who, with constant exercise in efforts of virtue and prayer, strive with their mind towards God. True beauty, essentially, can be contemplated only with a purified mind. To gaze upon its luminance assumes a sort of participation in it, as though some bright ray etches itself upon the face.

Even the face of Moses was illumined by his association with God. Do you not know that Moses was transfigured when he went up the mountain, and there beheld the Glory of God? But he (Moses) did not effect this, but rather he underwent a transfiguration. However, our Lord Jesus Christ possessed that Light Himself. In this regard, actually, He did not need prayer for His flesh to radiate with the Divine Light; it was but to show from whence that Light descends upon the saints of God, and how to contemplate it. For it is written that even the saints "will shine forth like the sun" (Mt.13:43), which is to say, entirely permeated by Divine Light as they gaze upon Christ, divinely and inexpressibly shining forth His Radiance, issuing from His Divine Nature. On Mount Tabor it was manifest also in His Flesh, by reason of the Hypostatic Union (i.e., the union of the two perfect natures, divine and human, within the divine Person [Hypostasis] of Christ, the Second Person of the Most Holy Trinity). The Fourth Ecumenical Council at Chalcedon defined this Hypostatic union of Christ's two natures, divine and human, as "without mingling, without change, without division, without separation."

We believe that at the Transfiguration He manifested not some other sort of light, but only that which was concealed beneath His fleshly exterior. This Light was the Light of the Divine Nature, and as such, it was Uncreated and Divine. So also, in the teachings of the Fathers, Jesus Christ was transfigured on the Mount, not taking upon Himself something new nor being changed into something new, nor something which formerly He did not possess. Rather, it was to show His disciples that which He already was, opening their eyes and bringing them from blindness to sight. For do you not see that eyes that can perceive natural things would be blind to this Light?

Thus, this Light is not a light of the senses, and those contemplating it do not simply see with sensual eyes, but rather they are changed by the power of the Divine Spirit. They were transformed, and only in this way did they see the transformation taking place amidst the very assumption of our perishability, with the deification through union with the Word of God in place of this.

So also she who miraculously conceived and gave birth recognized that the One born of her is God Incarnate. So it was also for Simeon, who only received this Infant into his arms, and the aged Anna, coming out [from the Jerusalem Temple] for the Meeting, since the Divine Power illumined, as through a glass windowpane, giving light for those having pure eyes of heart.

And why did the Lord, before the beginning of the Transfiguration, choose the foremost of the Apostles and lead them up onto the Mount with Him? Certainly, it was to show them something great and mysterious. What is particularly great or mysterious in showing a sensory light, which not only the foremost, but all the other Apostles already abundantly possessed? Why would they need a transforming of their eyes by the power of the Holy Spirit for a contemplation of this Light, if it were merely sensory and created? How could the Glory and the Kingdom of the Father and the Holy Spirit project forth in some sort of sensory light? Indeed, in what sort of Glory and Kingdom would Christ the Lord come at the end of the ages, when there would not be necessary anything in the air, nor in expanse, nor anything similar, but when, in the words of the Apostle, "God will be all in all" (1 Cor.15: 28)? That is to say, will He alter everything for all? If so, then it follows that light is included.

Hence it is clear that the Light of Tabor was a Divine Light. And the Evangelist John, inspired by Divine Revelation, says clearly that the future eternal and enduring city "has no need of the sun or moon to shine upon it. For the Glory of God lights it up, and the Lamb will be its lamp" (Rev 21:23). Is it not clear, that he points out here that this [Lamb] is Jesus, Who is divinely transfigured now upon Tabor, and the flesh of Whom shines, is the lamp manifesting the Glory of divinity for those ascending the mountain with Him?

John the Theologian also says about the inhabitants of this city: "they will not need light from lamps, nor the light of the sun, for the Lord God will shed light upon them, and night shall be no more" (Rev 22:5). But how, we might ask, is there this other light, in which "there is no change, nor shadow of alteration" (Jas 1:17)? What light is there that is constant and unsetting, unless it be the Light of God? Moreover, could Moses and Elias (and particularly the former, who clearly was present only in spirit, and not in flesh [Elias having ascended bodily to Heaven on the fiery chariot]) be shining with any sort of sensory light, and be seen and known? Especially since it was written of them: "they appeared in glory, and spoke of his death, which he was about to fulfill at Jerusalem" (Luke 9:30-31). And how otherwise could the Apostles recognize those whom they had never seen before, unless through the mysterious power of the Divine Light, opening their mental eyes?

But let us not tire our attention with the furthermost interpretations of the words of the Gospel. We shall believe thus, as those same ones have taught us, who themselves were enlightened by the Lord Himself, insofar as they alone know this well: the Mysteries of God, in the words of a prophet, are known to God alone and His perpetual proximity. Let us, considering the Mystery of the Transfiguration of the Lord in accord with their teaching, strive to be illumined by this Light ourselves and encourage in ourselves love and striving towards the Unfading Glory and Beauty, purifying our spiritual eyes of worldly thoughts and refraining from perishable and quickly passing delights and beauty which darken the garb of the soul and lead to the fire of Gehenna and everlasting darkness. Let us be freed from these by the illumination and knowledge of the incorporeal and ever-existing Light of our Savior transfigured on Tabor, in His Glory, and of His Father from all eternity, and His Life-Creating Spirit, Whom are One Radiance, One Godhead, and Glory, and Kingdom, and Power now and ever and unto ages of ages. Amen.

Troparion - Tone 7
You were transfigured on the mountain, O Christ God, revealing Your glory to Your disciples as far as they could bear it.Let Your everlasting Light also shine upon us sinners, through the prayers of the Theotokos. O Giver of Light, glory to You!

Kontakion - Tone 7
On the Mountain You were Transfigured, O Christ God,And Your disciples beheld Your glory as far as they could see it;So that when they would behold You crucified,They would understand that Your suffering was voluntary,And would proclaim to the world,That You are truly the Radiance of the Father!

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Books I've Read(or am reading)-Three


There is a book I read not long ago, The Mountain of Silence, that I really enjoyed but which in a minor way disturbed me. The author, Kyriacos Markides, comes into the events, as he lays out in the book, in a fashion he did not anticipate or in a sense choose. He is suddenly confronted with the Faith he grew up in at a time in his life where materialism no longer delivered the goods it promised and he began searching for spirituality. Kyriacos is not convinced by the exclusiveness of the claims of the Lord Jesus Christ or His Church, but is nonetheless fascinated by Father "Maximos"(an alias for the main character of the book, Fr. Athanasius) and understandably so.
I just read a blog entry that gave flesh to my disturbance here. Please follow this link and read the review. I too would still recommend the book, even with its shortcomings, but with more discretion as to whom I'm recommending it to.
I read this entry while reading The Ochlophobist's last post here.

The Ochlophobist-A Blog to Read during the Dormition Fast

The Ochlophobist has been posting an entry a day for each of the Dormition Fast days. He has stated that he will post on each day an entry related to the Dormition.

I have been reading his entries over the last several days and I cannot more highly recommend these posts. Owen writes, wedding his own personality and experience, into the fabric of these writings, connecting them with the Day on the Church's Liturgical Calendar.

He has a richness of vocabulary and an obstinacy in his character which he manages to convey in his writings organically. None of it is forced. This obstinacy and deep conviction are characteristics I personally admire in a person. And in this case, Owen's writings, I agree with much if not most of what I have had the opportunity to read of this man.

At the very least, tomorrow is his birthday. Stop by and wish him many years.

Forefeast of the Transfiguration of our Lord


Troparion - Tone 4


Come, you faithful, let us welcome the Transfiguration of Christ,and let us joyfully cry as we celebrate the prefeast:"The day of holy gladness has come;the Lord has ascended Mount Taborto radiate the beauty of His divinity."


Kontakion - Tone 4


Podoben: “Today You have shown forth...”Today all mortal nature shines with the divine Transfigurationand cries with exultation:"Christ the Savior is transfigured to save us all!"
Today is the Forefeast of the Transfiguration Of our Great God and Saviour, Jesus Christ. May you all have a blessed Feast tomorrow.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Christ is in our Midst-VII(letter 5)


In letter 5 Father John tells the young lady:

"It is true that one should not reveal one's inner state even to a confessor if he is not living the same kind of inner life. St. Anthony the Great writes: 'If you speak about a spiritual matter to one who is not spiritual, it will seem ridiculous to him.' "

In my own experience this has been born out time and again.

I once used to believe that through a clear, logical exposition of the Faith, whoever was to hear said presentation could not but help be convinced through the sheer weight of the argument to believe.

I have since drastically revised my belief. I have come to believe that the matter lies not alone in the realm of logic, but a host of other factors must be taken into account which, for lack of a better term at hand, coalesce into a world view from which the person being spoken to about
the Faith must be approached from and to.

Meaning, this person "protrudes forth" from *his* reality and is engaging me in *mine* and I, as I confront the situation, must concur with the Apostle and the Holy Fathers that I merely do the work; the power of the conversion lies outside myself, this power does not belong to me but seems to be reserved solely in the grasp of Him. Seems, I say, because once again only through the attempt over and over to bring about my desired end and observing and learning in these attempts have I, over time, relinquished my notions of wielding the power to convert.

In future letters, Father John repeats to the young lady a recurring theme of: "You strive spiritually, God will enlarge your spiritual life. Continue carrying the striving."

This all ties in to this powerlesness producing humility. And along these same lines about not being able to share with others who are not spiritual, this too produces humility. "I so want to share with you this and that but I know if I share this and that you will think me crazy." So I learn to hold the information. At first bitterly, because you don't understand, and then with hope because He understands and wants me to learn that I am an earthen vessel trying to contain heavenly treasures, Himself.

7 Holy Youths "Seven Sleepers" of Ephesus


Commemorated on August 4

The Seven Youths of Ephesus: Maximilian, Iamblicus, Martinian, John, Dionysius, Exacustodianus (Constantine) and Antoninus, lived in the third century. St Maximilian was the son of the Ephesus city administrator, and the other six youths were sons of illustrious citizens of Ephesus. The youths were friends from childhood, and all were in military service together.

When the emperor Decius (249-251) arrived in Ephesus, he commanded all the citizens to offer sacrifice to the pagan gods. Torture and death awaited anyone who disobeyed. The seven youths were denounced by informants, and were summoned to reply to the charges. Appearing before the emperor, the young men confessed their faith in Christ.

Their military belts and insignia were quickly taken from them. Decius permitted them to go free, however, hoping that they would change their minds while he was off on a military campaign. The youths fled from the city and hid in a cave on Mount Ochlon, where they passed their time in prayer, preparing for martyrdom.

The youngest of them, St Iamblicus, dressed as a beggar and went into the city to buy bread. On one of his excursions into the city, he heard that the emperor had returned and was looking for them. St Maximilian urged his companions to come out of the cave and present themselves for trial.

Learning where the young men were hidden, the emperor ordered that the entrance of the cave be sealed with stones so that the saints would perish from hunger and thirst. Two of the dignitaries at the blocked entrance to the cave were secret Christians. Desiring to preserve the memory of the saints, they placed in the cave a sealed container containing two metal plaques. On them were inscribed the names of the seven youths and the details of their suffering and death.

The Lord placed the youths into a miraculous sleep lasting almost two centuries. In the meantime, the persecutions against Christians had ceased. During the reign of the holy emperor Theodosius the Younger (408-450) there were heretics who denied that there would be a general resurrection of the dead at the Second Coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Some of them said, "How can there be a resurrection of the dead when there will be neither soul nor body, since they are disintegrated?" Others affirmed, "The souls alone will have a restoration, since it would be impossible for bodies to arise and live after a thousand years, when even their dust would not remain." Therefore, the Lord revealed the mystery of the Resurrection of the Dead and of the future life through His seven saints.

The owner of the land on which Mount Ochlon was situated, discovered the stone construction, and his workers opened up the entrance to the cave. The Lord had kept the youths alive, and they awoke from their sleep, unaware that almost two hundred years had passed. Their bodies and clothing were completely undecayed.

Preparing to accept torture, the youths once again asked St Iamblicus to buy bread for them in the city. Going toward the city, the youth was astonished to see a cross on the gates. Hearing the name of Jesus Christ freely spoken, he began to doubt that he was approaching his own city.

When he paid for the bread, Iamblicus gave the merchant coins with the image of the emperor Decius on it. He was detained, as someone who might be concealing a horde of old money. They took St Iamblicus to the city administrator, who also happened to be the Bishop of Ephesus. Hearing the bewildering answers of the young man, the bishop perceived that God was revealing some sort of mystery through him, and went with other people to the cave.

At the entrance to the cave the bishop found the sealed container and opened it. He read upon the metal plaques the names of the seven youths and the details of the sealing of the cave on the orders of the emperor Decius. Going into the cave and seeing the saints alive, everyone rejoiced and perceived that the Lord, by waking them from their long sleep, was demonstrating to the Church the mystery of the Resurrection of the Dead.

Soon the emperor himself arrived in Ephesus and spoke with the young men in the cave. Then the holy youths, in sight of everyone, lay their heads upon the ground and fell asleep again, this time until the General Resurrection.

The emperor wanted to place each of the youths into a jeweled coffin, but they appeared to him in a dream and said that their bodies were to be left upon the ground in the cave. In the twelfth century the Russian pilgrim Igumen Daniel saw the holy relics of the seven youths in the cave.

There is a second commemoration of the seven youths on October 22. According to one tradition, which entered into the Russian PROLOGUE (of Saints' Lives), the youths fell asleep for the second time on this day. The Greek MENAION of 1870 says that they first fell asleep on August 4, and woke up on October 22.

There is a prayer of the Seven Sleepers of Ephesus in the GREAT BOOK OF NEEDS (Trebnik) for those who are ill and cannot sleep. The Seven Sleepers are also mentioned in the service for the Church New Year, September 1.

7 Holy Youths "Seven Sleepers" of Ephesus

Troparion - Tone 4
Your holy martyrs, O Lord,Through their sufferings have received their incorruptible crowns from You, our God.For having Your strength, they laid low their adversaries,And shattered the powerless boldness of demons.Through their intercessions, save our souls!
Kontakion - Tone 4
Those who renounced the perishing comforts of this world,Preferring the eternal things of Heaven,Were incorrupt after death and rose from the deadAnd buried the snares of the devils!O Faithful, let us then honor them, singing a hymn of praise to Christ!

(If you wish to see a little information for each of the Seven Sleepers commemorated today as well as the Troparion and Kontakion, you may click here.)

Christ in our Midst-VI(letters 2,3,and 4)


In letters 2, 3, and 4, Father John states in each one to the young lady he's corresponding with:

"Have humility and do not trust yourself until you reach the grave."

In letter 3 Father John further instructs:

"It is our task to work for every virtue, but success depends on the grace of God, and God rewards his grace not for work but for humility. In so far as a person humbles himself, he is visited by grace."

In letter 4 Father John is warning against striving for spiritual raptures as mystics do. These mystics fall into diabolic self-deception. In line with this he relates:

"The Paterikon5 tells how a disciple said to a staretz that such-and-such a man 'sees angels'. The staretz answered: 'This is not surprising, that he sees angels, but I would marvel at a person who saw his own sins'. Brief as this saying of the staretz is, its spiritual meaning is very deep, because nothing is so difficult as to know oneself."
5.A collection of sayings of the Fathers.

Friday, August 03, 2007

Isaacius, Dalmatus, & Faustus, Ascetics of the Dalmation Monastery









Commemorated August 3







Apolytikion in the Fourth Tone

O God of our Fathers, ever dealing with us according to Thy gentleness: take not Thy mercy from us, but by their entreaties guide our life in peace.
Kontakion in the Second Tone
With hymns let us extol Isaacius, Dalmatus, and Faustus as Christ's servants, who shone forth brilliantly in asceticism in the world, and overturned the heresies by faith; for they cry out in behalf of us all.

Reading:

Of these, Saint Isaacius is celebrated also on May 30. He became a monk at an early age and was a worker of every virtue; a zealot for the Orthodox Faith, he was also deemed worthy of the gift of prophecy. The Saint dwelt in a small hut near Constantinople. When Valens the Arian marched against the Goths, who were at the Danube River, this righteous one went out himself to meet the Emperor and, taking in hand the reins of the Emperor's horse, said to him with boldness that God had incited the barbarians to come against him, since he himself had incited many to speak against God in blasphemy, and had driven God's true worshippers out of the divine houses of prayer. Furthermore, he told him, if he ceased fighting against God by means of heresy and returned the good shepherds (that is, the Orthodox bishops) to the flock of Christ, he would easily gain the victory over his enemies. However, if he did not desist from these things, nor have God as his ally, at the very outset of the battle both he and his army would certainly be destroyed. "Learn from experience," he said, "that it is hard to kick against the pricks. Thou shalt not return, and this expedition will be destroyed." But the Emperor became angry and had the righteous one locked in prison that he might punish him and put him to death on his return after he conquered the barbarians. But he was utterly defeated and was burned alive in a certain village in the year 378 (Theodoret of Cyrrhus, Eccl. Hist., ch. 4: 31-32). When his surviving soldiers returned from the war, wishing to tempt the Saint, they came to him and said, "Prepare to make thy defense before the Emperor, who is coming to fulfil what he spoke against thee." But the Saint answered, "It has already been seven days that I smelled the stink of his bones, which were burned in the fire." Thus the righteous one was released from prison. All marveled because of his prophecy, and he became even more wondrous by means of the zeal he displayed in behalf of Orthodoxy in 381, when the Second Ecumenical Council was convoked. After this, a monastery was built in Constantinople for him, and he piously shepherded those struggling with him in asceticism. Having served as an example of the monastic life for them, he reposed in peace about the end of the fourth century, leaving Dalmatus as his successor.

As for Saint Dalmatus, he was at first a soldier in the second division of the soldiers known as the Scholarii. Later, however, he forsook all things and taking his son Faustus, went to the above-mentioned monastery of Saint Isaacius, where he donned the monastic habit. Through his virtue he became venerable in the sight of all. He was present at the Third Ecumenical Council that was convoked in Ephesus in 431, and there displayed his zeal for Orthodoxy against Nestorius. The Council elected him Archimandrite of the monasteries in Constantinopie. Having lived for more than eighty years, he reposed in the Lord.

Christ is in our Midst-V (letter 1)


I will not reprint the entire book. I am simply printing these pre-materials in order to better explain the work to the reader of this blog. With this information, the letters will make more sense.

I will print the entire first letter to set the tone of all the letters printed in this book that follow. From this point on, I will only post selected excerpts or selected entire letters. If all this interests you, buy the book!



"1

4 August 1939


I received your esteemed letter and I see from it that you have begun to take an interest in the inner spiritual life. May the Lord give you wisdom! You are right in saying that we should not expect anything from prayer. In prayer one should keep a sense of being very unworthy and if warmth and tears come, one should not think highly of oneself; let them come and go without any coercion, but do not be troubled when they disappear: it cannot be otherwise.


Prayer is the most difficult of spiritual exercises, and to our last breath it involves the labour of hard struggle. Yet the Lord in his mercy also gives comfort at times to the one who prays, so that he may not weaken. Set your own rule for private prayer according to the time available; there will be no arbitrariness in this. But I advise you not to take on much, so as not to be a slave to the rule, and in order to avoid haste.


By God's mercy all is well here for the present. We are living the usual monastic life.


May God bless you."

Christ is in our Midst-IV


I will not reprint the entire book. I am simply printing these pre-materials in order to better explain the work to the reader of this blog. With this information, the letters will make more sense.


"PREFACE



New Valamo, 5 February 1956

My beloved children!


You have collected my letters and would like to publish them. You know I wrote the letters at different times and to different people, so they are inevitably repetitious. It would be good if I could read them again, but this is impossible as my ailing legs prevent me from coming to you. I am certainly getting decrepit. I am already eighty-three years old. I thank God that my memory, although it grows dull, has not failed me.


I wrote the letters as the Lord laid it upon my heart. I am a man of shy nature and limited mind - of this I am fully aware - and my memory is poor. I have not been to school and I wrote just as I speak.


In those days there was still no kerosene; at night people worked in their huts by the light of a splinter.1 I looked after the fire, always putting a new splinter into the holder, and the embers fell into a ready bucket of water. My father

1. Wood dipped in tallow and used as a torch.


plaited bast2 shoes, and my mother and sisters spun or mended. I also had two brothers. And this is interesting: patches did not exist; a hollow was made in the stove, the glowing coals were raked into it with a coal-rake and in that way a fire was kept alive. If it happened that the coals vent out, mother would say: 'Vanka, go down to Andrew's for coals'. And so I brought coals in a little pot. I blew on the coals, lit a splinter - and there we had light again!

A tailor came to us to make fur coats. He could read, and he began teaching me. I was a dull learner, but my sister learned the letters quickly and reproached me, 'How is it you can't understand? I have learned already, and you still don't understand!' At last I too learned to read.

When I had begun reading I acquired a few booklets of Lives of Saints — at that time such booklets were printed. I had a friend of like mind. We pondered together how to be saved. We went on foot to the Nil Hermitage 15 kilometres away. We dried some rusks, put them in a knapsack and off we went. We walked there this way three times. We had heard that a hermitess Matrona was living there in the woods, but we found no way of meeting her. Of course we were rather stupid: we were only thirteen years old.

My eldest brother lived in Petrograd. He was good at business and not stupid; he had an eating-house and he took me in. I lived with him a little while and acquired more booklets all the time. Once when my brother went to the country I went to Konevitsa Monastery. A travelling tnmpanion who knew Finnish turned up. We did not like

2 Flexible tree bark.


Konevitsa, so we went on to Valamo. I stayed at Valamo, but my companion went back to Petrograd. I was then sixteen. My mother came to visit me. When I had spent four years in the monastery I was called up for military service. I served in the rifle battalion for four years - that was the term of service in those days. After my service I lived for a couple of years at my father's and then for the second time came to Valamo in 1900. I have been living in a monastery ever since and it has never entered my mind to return to the world.
I thank the Lord that in his mercy He granted me, sinner that I am, to spend my whole life in a monastery. Whoever reads my letters, I fervently beg him: remember this great sinner in your holy prayers.


A staretz of Valamo Monastery"

Christ in our Midst-III


I will not reprint the entire book. I am simply printing these pre-materials in order to better explain the work to the reader of this blog. With this information, the letters will make more sense.


"FOREWORD: WHEN A MAN STARTS ON THE WAY



True conversion, repentance, and rejection of evil are the very substance of the Christian life. One who pronounces monastic vows seems to do no more than renew the vows of baptism; yet there is more to it. He undertakes to live the rest of his life as though he had already died, being a stranger not only to sin but also to compromise. 'Carrying in his body the death of Christ' means renouncing himself radically and ruthlessly, so that only the will of God as expressed in the Holy Gospel and revealed to him in holy obedience may mould and re-create him 'after the image of Him who created him'. He is to cling to the Truth, walk along the path of the commandments and be yoked together with Christ not only to the extent of taking up his own cross, but also, like Simon of Gyrene, of participating in the carrying of Christ's own Cross. He wants to know no other way but Christ. He seeks to cling to all that is good and to turn away from all that is evil.


At the end and summit of the monastic life, however, there is another step which few are allowed to take: to let go of the very notions of good and evil; to let go even of
doing good; and to know nothing but God in a final,ultimatete surrender, in the wisdom of holy ignorance, in simplicity of a return to the spirit of childhood which aims at nothing, plans nothing, but responds at once without reservation to all Divine promptings. St Seraphim was asked how it was that he knew what to say to every person at first sight. He replied that he knew nothing but said what came to his mind, unquestioningly, as coming from the deep serenity of God's own presence. When the staretz Silouan was asked: 'How do the saints speak?' he answered: 'By the Spirit of God', 'by the Holy Spirit'. All this seems baffling: it is so offensively simple and direct. Yet th is is 'mere Christianity' - so alien and strange to the modern sophisticated mind which has lost touch with the heart, the core of man's being, the depth where he can find God's holy dwelling-place.


The writings of Staretz John will strike many a reader as being 'too simple', 'too primitive', naive, perhaps even trivial. Many of his letters refer to the most ordinary things of life, such as receiving a damaged parcel or getting news. However, from all the circumstances of life he draws lessons that connect them with Life. With the wisdom of a heart open to God he discerns in all of them a depth, a significance, a dimension of eternity. An old Russian priest once said in a sermon: 'Only the Holy Spirit can make us see the eternal significance of things too trivial for us'.


Read these letters as though they were written to you personally. When you are on the point of saying, 'But he has already said that several times', ask yourself, 'And what have I done about it?' If it seems to you that something is really too small to be put into the context of God, remember Christ's own saying that not a hair falls from your head without the Father being aware of it. If you feel too worldly wise to have anything to learn from such a simpleton, ask yourself how much you know of the deep things of God experientially — not in your intellect, but in your deepest self, at the core of your being - and what use it is to you to know so many things, while you do so little.


St Arsenius of Egypt, who had been the preceptor of the children of a Roman emperor and a man celebrated for his learning, left the court, retired to the desert and became the disciple of an illiterate ascetic. 'How can you submit to the guidance of such an ignoramus?' exclaimed some of his former acquaintances. 'He can already read a book the letters of which I cannot yet spell', was the reply.


May God bless you with humble wisdom, with a silent and receptive heart, and may the prayers of Father John bring you to that simplicity which allows one to see.


Metropolitan Anthony of Sourozh London, 14 May 1979"

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

Christ is in our Midst-II


I will not reprint the entire book. I am simply printing these pre-materials in order to better explain the work to the reader of this blog. With this information, the letters will make more sense.

"TRANSLATOR'S INTRODUCTORY NOTE

A staretz is a monk singled out because of his saintliness, spiritual experience and ability to guide the souls of others. The startsi have maintained the tradition in the Eastern Church of the unceasing prayer of the heart known as the Jesus Prayer. Through many centuries the Fathers and ascetics have given guidance to those seeking the Kingdom, and their writings have been an invaluable guide to succeeding generations. A unique collection of such writings is contained in the five volumes of the Philokalia, to which we find constant reference in the letters of Father John. The Philokalia has not been translated into English in its entirety, but the work is going on, and many of the writings referred to by Father John can be found in English. Chapter and page references to these translations have been added to the text in square brackets or referred to in footnotes relating to the bibliography on p. 147. Biblical references have also been added to the text in square brackets. All of the footnotes are the translator's. Where no translation exists, references are to the Russian text.

These letters, sent by Father John to many of his spiritual
children, were collected and sent to Paris for publication in Russian in the journal L'Eternel in 1961. They were reprinted in Finland in 1976 and in the same year a translation into Finnish by Archbishop Paavali was published. In the present English translation from the Russian the order of the letters has been altered somewhat to make it more strictly chronological. The first two letters were written from the old Valamo Monastery situated on islands in Lake Ladoga near the Finnish-Russian border.

I wish to express my gratitude to Mrs Pegeen O'Sull who checked the translation and made many valuable suggestions."

Christ is in our Midst-I


I will not reprint the entire book. I am simply printing these pre-materials in order to better explain the work to the reader of this blog. With this information, the letters will make more sense.
This is how the book opens, with this biographical set up to help the reader better know the man who is responding to the young lady writing him:
"BIOGRAPHICAL NOTE CONCERNING FATHER JOHN

In 1873 Ivan Alekseyevich
Alekseyev was born to a good peasant couple living in a Tver village north of
Moscow. After a simple education learned from visitors to his home, the young
Ivan began searching for a monastery in which to live a life dedicated to God.
At sixteen he entered Valamo Monastery. After four years at Valamo he had to
leave to fulfil 'his four years' term of military service in a rifle battalion.
He then lived again with his family for a couple of years before returning to
Valamo Monastery in 1900. Seven years later he became a member of the
brotherhood; in 1910 he was accepted as a monk, being given the name Yakinf
(Hyacynthos - the Greek martyr). During the next eleven years he served in
various capacities at the main monastery at Valamo, in the hermitages of the
prophet Elijah and of St Herman as well as in Valamo's filial monastery in
Petrograd.
In 1921 within a period of two weeks, monk Yakinf was ordained
monk-deacon, then priest-monk, and sent to serve as Superior at St Tryphon
Monastery in Petsamo on the Arctic coast. Eleven years later, at his own
request, he
returned to Valamo to head a small monastic community living on
John the Baptist island. There he was consecrated to the great schema and
was named John.
In 1938, on the eve of the Finnish-Russian winter
war, schema-monk John was chosen by the monks to be their Father
Confessor. During the war the famous old monastery at Valamo had to be hastily
abandoned. The monks established a modest New Valamo at Heinavesi in Finland
where schema-monk John lived until he died peacefully in his cell in 1958.
New Valamo still has a few Russian monks living in it but is now becoming a
Finnish-spea community.

(Based on an introduction by Tito Colliander to
the Finnish translation published by Werner Soderstrom in 1976.)
"

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Christian Higher Education Goes to Russia

I ran across this article today and because of my interest in the re-emergence of the Church into the forefront of Russia, I felt I would like to print it. Of added interest is that the article appears in an Evangelical publication, ChristianityToday magazine, and as such, a somewhat uncharged detached appraisal is made of some of the issues raised in the article.

The article follows:


EVANGELICAL MINDS
Christian Higher Education Goes to Russia
Plus: One more argument against U.S. News rankings, and Silver Ring Thing goes to Harvard.
Hunter Baker posted 8/02/2007 08:46AM
This is the first entry in our new biweekly department, Evangelical Minds, which covers developments in research and higher education.Journal Watch: Faith and Learning in Russia
The integration of faith and learning has taken center stage in Christian higher education in the United States. While we work out the implications of the concept in symposia, journal articles, and the classroom, the long-suppressed Russian church has been at work, too. Baylor University's Perry Glanzer and Konstantin Petrenko recently wrote about heartening developments in Russian higher education for
Christian Scholar's Review (the article was previewed in March by Inside Higher Ed). I interviewed Glanzer about their research.
CT: Your article in Christian Scholar's Review says the Russian Orthodox Church is beginning to make real efforts toward providing a distinctively Christian education for college students. One thing that struck me about the article was that it notes that efforts in higher education beyond the training of clergy are relatively new for the Orthodox church. What explains that omission from a church that reaches directly back into antiquity? And why have they decided to take this new route now?


Finish this article:

Christ Is In Our Midst-letters from a Russian monk



"'Mankind has become so earthbound! People have quite forgotten that this life of ours is the path to eternity and a preparation for it: they get excited and worked up in this vale of tears. You meet very few with whom you can talk about the one thing needful.So writes this saintly Russian elder in one of his many letters from his monastery in Valaamo, his home for over fifty years. To this monk, who died in 1958, "the one thing needful" is God, and the path to God is prayer, "prayer unceasing." Through prayer man can once again get in touch with his heart, the core of his being, wherein the dwelling place of God is truly to be found. He urges his friends throughout his writings always to have hope, gentleness and patience, to pray for others rather than condemn them. '

These letters, so steeped in wisdom and humility, ring with a rare depth and simplicity. They are the letters of a true contemplative and spiritual guide, who is able to rejoice in God's love in the midst of an increasingly materialistic world, who is able to trust fully in Him, and to discern in all the circumstances of life, no matter how humble or seemingly commonplace, a meaning and a dimension of eternity."

This is on the back of this little book I am currently reading. As I stated on a previous post, I will post excerpts from this little book and comment here and there. When I post from this book I will display its cover on my post's picture.

Translation of the Relics of the Protomartyr and Archdeacon Stephen from Jerusalem to Constantinople

Commemorated on August 2

The Transfer of the Relics of the Holy Protomartyr Stephen from Jerusalem to Constantinople took place about the year 428.

After the holy Protomartyr Archdeacon Stephen was stoned by the Jews, they left his holy body unburied to be devoured by the beasts and birds. After a day and a night the renowned Jewish teacher of the Law, Gamaliel sent people to take up the body of the Protomartyr. Gamaliel buried him on his own property, in his own tomb, not far from Jerusalem.

When Lord's secret disciple Nicodemus died, Gamaliel also buried him near the grave of St Stephen. Afterwards Gamaliel himself, who had been baptized with his son Abibas, was buried near the grave of the Protomartyr Stephen and St Nicodemus.

In the year 415 the relics of the saint were uncovered in a miraculous manner and solemnly transferred to Jerusalem by Bishop John and the bishops Eutonius of Sebaste and Eleutherius of Jericho. From that time healings took place from the relics.

Afterwards, during the reign of holy Emperor Theodosius the Younger (408-450), the relics of the holy Protomartyr Stephen were transferred from Jerusalem to Constantinople and placed in the church of the holy deacon Laurence (August 10). When a church dedicated to the Protomartyr Stephen was built, the relics were transferred there on August 2. St Stephen's right hand is preserved in the Serapionov chamber of the Trinity-Sergius Lavra.

Books I've Read(or am reading)-Two


Along with the little book, Christ is in our Midst, I am also listening to another book on cassette tape which has brought me to tears on more than one occasion and I cannot more highly recommend it to any and all, Orthodox and non-Orthodox: Father Arseny 1893-1973 Priest, Prisoner, Spiritual Father. You will not be disappointed.

I also have the actual book which I will read as I progress in "my stash" of books. It's quite far down the line, so it will be a long time before I actully read it.

Installation of New Leaders and Symposium(Sept 14-15)

Original link:

Installation of New Leaders and Symposium (Sept 14-15)

The Installation of the new leaders of St Vladimir’s Seminary will be on the Feast Day of the Exaltation of the Holy Cross, September 14, 2007. The Very Rev. Dr Chad Hatfield will be installed as the Chancellor and the Rev. Dr John Behr will be installed as the Dean. The day will begin with a Hierarchical Divine Liturgy and later that afternoon a Moleben (Prayer of Thanksgiving) will be followed by the official Installation in the Metropolitan Philip Auditorium of the Rangos Building.
To celebrate the beginning of this new era, on Saturday, September 15, 2007, St Vladimir’s Seminary will host a symposium on The Challenges for Orthodox Theology and Theological Education in the 21st Century. The featured speakers for the symposium are His Grace Hilarion, Bishop of Vienna and Austria of the Russian Orthodox Church, His Grace Maxim, Bishop of the Western American Diocese of the Serbian Orthodox Church, Fr Andrew Louth: Professor of Byzantine and Patristic Studies at the University of Durham, U.K. and Fr John McGuckin: Professor of Church History, Union Theological Seminary, and Professor of Byzantine Christianity at Columbia University. The day’s events will begin with a Hierarchical Divine Liturgy and the symposium will begin at 1:00 pm.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Books I've Read(or am reading)

I'm nearing my long awaited stash of books I've so pined to read.

Since returning to the Church several years ago, I have been going through what I can best describe as a hunger for all things Orthodox. I had been malnourished(starved is more accurate) all those years yet never knew it, for this most wonderful Faith.

To a varying degree, I have lived a spiritual life for as long as I can remember. Even at my worst times prayer has been a companion. Though a strained relationship existed between us, the "arrows" to God have been continuously shot, intermittently and sporadically, quite often in desperation and despair, rarely in gratitude, but nevertheless the volleys left my person.

When I returned to the Church I had been baptized into, it was with wonderment and eyes wide open. A sort of humility stole over me that was caused not of myself, but the type of humility one discovers when that which I knew I wanted no part of (the Church) suddenly shows itself something so other than what I had conceived it to be. This has caused a more sincere questioning of my ability to" really know what's going on" as I was so sure at one time that my Evangelical beliefs were the "End All, Be All" and Orthodoxy was dismissed easily and surely. Who would have known! Surely the Lord is merciful and gracious!

But to return. Before Orthodoxy, I had many books I had that had not been read. After Orthodoxy, as I visited monasteries and bookstores, I picked up many books that I put aside, to be read after the books I had collected before Orthodoxy. These were good books(most of them anyway) but they were not Orthodox books.

The book I just completed was The Collected Works of C.S. Lewis which includes The Pilgrim's Regress, Christian Reflections, and God in the Dock. A great read for me as it sharpened my reasoning ability.

Before I actually enter into the stash, I have a short little book to read, Plato's "The Trial and Death of Socrates" and then a real little article I printed online, "Constantinople-City of the World's Desire 1453-1924".

But, after my last confession(last week) , my father/confessor gave me this little book to read as he thought it would be of benefit to me and it is now this book which holds my attention.

After reading C.S. Lewis, opening the pages of this little book felt like an assault on my intellect, it is just too simple of a read. But there lies its beauty and treasure as it seems in all things necessary for salvation, simplicity is salvation's essence-"Repent."

I will post excerpts or passages from this little treasure in future posts.

On with the stash!

The Dormition Fast Begins Today August 1, 2007



For more information, click here.

The Fasting Rule of the Orthodox Church

The following is borrowed from here and I posted it as a general help to Orthodox and non-Orthodox seeking to understand the general fasting rules and seasons.

Keep in mind that the Church has expressed Herself in various ways in different cultures in various times so slight to greater variations may exist depending if you are Antiochian Orthodox, Russian Orthodox, Greek Orthodox,etc. To further complicate matters, there is the "Old Calendar/New Calendar" controversy. This link will give some interseting research material for anyone wishing to pursue the matter further.

Hope the following is of some help:

The Fasting Rule
of the Orthodox Church

The Church's traditional teaching on fasting is not widely known or followed in our day. For those Orthodox Christians who are seeking to keep a more disciplined fast, the following information may be helpful.
Though the rules may appear quite strict to those who have not seen them before, they were developed with all of the faithful, not only monks, in mind. (Monks do not eat meat, so rules regarding the eating of meat cannot have been written with them in mind. Similarly rules regarding marital abstinence apply only to the laity and married clergy.) Though few laymen are able to keep the rule in its fullness, it seems best to present it mostly without judgement of what level is "appropriate" for the laity, since this is a matter best worked out in each Christian's own setting, under the guidance of his spiritual fathers.
There are many exceptions to the broad rules given here, such as when a major feast day, or the patronal feast of a parish, falls during a fasting period. Consult your priest and your parish calendar for details. The St. John of Kronstadt Press publishes wall and pocket calendars that give the fasting rule for every day of the year. The Saint Herman Calendar, published annually by St. Herman of Alaska Press, is also a good day-by-day guide.
Non-fasting PeriodsFor the Christian, all foods are clean. When no fast is prescribed, there are no forbidden foods.
Weekly FastUnless a fast-free period has been declared, Orthodox Christians are to keep a strict fast every Wednesday and Friday. The following foods are avoided:Meat, including poultry, and any meat products such as lard and meat broth.Fish (meaning fish with backbones; shellfish are permitted).Eggs and dairy products (milk, butter, cheese, etc.)Olive oil. A literal interpretation of the rule forbids only olive oil. Especially where olive oil is not a major part of the diet, the rule is sometimes taken to include all vegetable oils, as well as oil products such as margarine.Wine and other alcoholic drink. In the Slavic tradition, beer is often permitted on fast days.
How Much?Sad to say, it is easy to keep the letter of the fasting rule and still practice gluttony. When fasting, we should eat simply and modestly. Monastics eat only one full meal a day on strict fast days, two meals on "Wine and oil" days (see below). Laymen are not usually encouraged to limit meals in this way: consult your priest.
ExceptionsThe Church has always exempted small children, the sick, the very old, and pregnant and nursing mothers from strict fasting. While people in these groups should not seriously restrict the amount that they eat, no harm will come from doing without some foods on two days out of the week — simply eat enough of the permitted foods. Exceptions to the fast based on medical necessity (as with diabetes) are always allowed.
Communion FastSo that the Body and Blood of our Lord may be the first thing to pass our lips on the day of communion, we abstain from all food and drink from the time that we retire (or midnight, whichever comes first) the night before. Married couples should abstain from sexual relations the night before communion.  When communion is in the evening, as with Presanctified Liturgies during Lent, this fast should if possible be extended throughout the day until after communion. For those who cannot keep this discipline, a total fast beginning at noon is sometimes prescribed.
The Lenten FastGreat Lent is the longest and strictest fasting season of the year.
Week before Lent ("Cheesefare Week"): Meat and other animal products are prohibited, but eggs and dairy products are permitted, even on Wednesday and Friday.
First Week of Lent: Only two full meals are eaten during the first five days, on Wednesday and Friday after the Presanctified Liturgy. Nothing is eaten from Monday morning until Wednesday evening, the longest time without food in the Church year. (Few laymen keep these rules in their fullness). For the Wednesday and Friday meals, as for all weekdays in Lent, meat and animal products, fish, dairy products, wine and oil are avoided. On Saturday of the first week, the usual rule for Lenten Saturdays begins (see below).
Weekdays in the Second through Sixth Weeks: The strict fasting rule is kept every day: avoidance of meat, meat products, fish, eggs, dairy, wine and oil.
Saturdays and Sundays in the Second through Sixth Weeks: Wine and oil are permitted; otherwise the strict fasting rule is kept.
Holy Week: The Thursday evening meal is ideally the last meal taken until Pascha. At this meal, wine and oil are permitted. The Fast of Great and Holy Friday is the strictest fast day of the year: even those who have not kept a strict Lenten fast are strongly urged not to eat on this day. After St. Basil's Liturgy on Holy Saturday, a little wine and fruit may be taken for sustenance. The fast is sometimes broken on Saturday night after Resurrection Matins, or, at the latest, after the Divine Liturgy on Pascha.
Wine and oil are permitted on several feast days if they fall on a weekday during Lent. Consult your parish calendar. On Annunciation and Palm Sunday, fish is also permitted.
Apostles' FastThe rule for this variable-length fast is more lenient than for Great Lent.Monday, Wednesday, Friday: Strict fast.Tuesday, Thursday: Oil and wine permitted.Saturday, Sunday: Fish, oil and wine permitted.This is the rule kept by many monasteries during non-fasting seasons.
Dormition FastFasting during the two-week Dormition fast is like that during most of Great Lent:Monday-Friday: Strict fast.Saturday and Sunday: Wine and oil permitted.
Nativity Fast.During the early part of the fast, the rule is identical to that of the Apostles' Fast. During the latter part of the fast, fish is no longer eaten on Saturdays or Sundays. In different traditions, this heightening of the fast may be for either the last week or the last two weeks.
Other FastsThe Eve of Theophany, the Exaltation of the Cross and the Beheading of John the Baptist are fast days, with wine and oil allowed.
Fast-free PeriodsComplementing the four fasting seasons of the Church are four fast-free weeks:Nativity to Eve of Theophany.Week following the Sunday of the Publican and Pharisee.Bright Week — the week after Pascha.Trinity Week — the week after Pentecost, ending with All Saints Sunday.
The Marital FastMarried couples are expected to abstain from sexual relations throughout the Church's four fasting seasons, as well as on the weekly Wednesday and Friday fasts. (This aspect of the fasting rule is probably even more widely ignored, and more difficult for many, than those relating to food. In recognition of this, some sources advocate a more modest, minimal rule: couples should abstain from sexual relations before receiving Holy Communion and throughout Holy Week.)
Health ConcernsDuring fasting seasons, avoiding prohibited foods poses no health risk as long as adequate amounts of other foods are taken. Calcium intake and adequate calories may be a concern for growing children and pregnant and nursing mothers. Calcium-fortified orange juice is an easy way to guarantee plentiful calcium intake while avoiding dairy products. Nuts and nut butters are a good source of calories for those who need to maintain weight on a Lenten diet.  If you are new to fasting, you may find the onset of hunger pangs distressing. Hunger pangs are not harmful; they are simply part of the fast.  The first few days of a long fasting period are often the most difficult. Do not be discouraged by headaches, fatigue, etc. at the beginning of a fasting season — they will disappear or reduce in intensity. If you are troubled by lethargy, try moderate exercise. A short walk can make a surprising difference in your energy.
At the Grocery Store. Read the ingredient lists on processed and packaged foods. Butter, milk solids, whey, meat broth and lard are common additives.
If you are baffled by what to cook during the fast, consult any of the many vegetarian cookbooks now available in bookstores or your public library. Several good "Lenten cookbooks" are on the market.
The rules given here are of course only one part, the most external part, of a true fast, which will include increased prayer and other spiritual disciplines, and may include resolutions to set aside other aspects of our day-to-day life (such as caffeine or television), or to take up practices such as visiting the sick.
Obviously, many Orthodox do not keep the traditional rule. If you adopt it, beware of pride, and pay no attention to anyone's fast but your own. As one monastic put it, we must "keep our eyes on our own plates."
Do not substitute the notion of "deciding what to give up for Lent" for the rule that the Church has given us. First, keep the Church's fasting rule as well as you are able, then decide on additional disciplines, in consultation with your priest.
We are always advised to fast according to our strength, and you may find from experience that you need to modify the fasting rule to fit your own strength and situation. But do not assume beforehand that the rule is too difficult for you. The Lord is our strength, and can uphold us in marvelous and unforseen ways.
Those who attempt to keep the Church's traditional fast will find that, though the temptations to pride and legalism are real, the spiritual benefits are great. A return to more diligent fasting could play a large part in the spiritual renewal of our Orthodox churches.
Sayings on Fasting
St Symeon the New Theologian:'Let each one of us keep in mind the benefit of fasting... For this healer of our souls is effective, in the case of one to quieten the fevers and impulses of the flesh, in another to assuage bad temper, in yet another to drive away sleep, in another to stir up zeal, and in yet another to restore purity of mind and to set him free from evil thoughts. In one it will control his unbridled tongue and, as it were by a bit, restrain it by the fear of God and prevent it from uttering idle and corrupt words. In another it will invisibly guard his eyes and fix them on high instead of allowing them to roam hither and thither, and thus cause him to look on himself and teach him to be mindful of his own faults and shortcomings. Fasting gradually disperses and drives away spiritual darkness and the veil of sin that lies on the soul, just as the sun dispels the mist. Fasting enables us spiritually to see that spiritual air in which Christ, the Sun who knows no setting, does not rise, but shines without ceasing. Fasting, aided by vigil, penetrates and softens hardness of heart. where once were the vapors of drunkenness it causes fountains of compunction to spring forth. I beseech you, brethren, let each of us strive that this may happen in us! Once this happens we shall readily, with God's help, cleave through the whole sea of passions and pass through the waves of the temptations inflicted by the cruel tyrant, and so come to anchor in the port of impassibility.  'My brethren, it is not possible for these things to come about in one day or one week! They will take much time, labor, and pain, in accordance with each man's attitude and willingness, according to the measure of faith and one's contempt for the objects of sight and thought. In addition, it is also in accordance with the fervor of his ceaseless penitence and its constant working in the secret chamber of his heart that this is accomplished more quickly or more slowly by the gift and grace of God. But without fasting no one was ever able to achieve any of these virtues or any others, for fasting is the beginning and foundation of every spiritual activity'.  — Symeon the New Theologian: the Discourses, pub. Paulist Press. pp. 168-169.
Mother Gavrilia of blessed memory spent much time traveling in the service of Christ to places that separated her from the daily liturgical life of the Church. Especially during these times, the advice of her spiritual father Archimandrite Lazarus Moore stood her in good stead:  'Fasting is one of our greatest weapons against the Evil One. I will repeat what Father Lazarus told me once. In 1962, I went to the USA. I stayed there a long time and travelled to many states. The letters of Father Lazarus were a great help... He used to say: "Go anywhere you like, do whatever you like, as long as you observe Fasting"... Because not a single arrow of the Evil One can reach you when you fast. Never.'  — Ascetic of Love, the biography of Mother Gavrilia, pub. Series Talanto. pg. 200.
St Seraphim of Sarov on Fasting: 'Once there came to him a mother who was concerned about how she might arrange the best possible marriage for her young daughter. When she came to Saint Seraphim for advice, he said to her: "Before all else, ensure that he, whom you daughter chooses as her companion for life, keeps the fasts. If he does not, then he is not a Christian, whatever he may consider himself to be."'  — From a sermon of Metropolitan Philaret, quoted in The Ladder of Divine Ascent, pub. Holy Trinity Monastery, pg.xxxiii.
Abba Daniel of Sketis: 'In proportion as the body grows fat, so does the soul wither away.'
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Monday, July 30, 2007

Ending of "A Little Saying" Posts

It was just brought to my attention that Norman Vincent Peale attained the 33rd degree in Freemasonry in his life. While I am not an authority on Freemasonry and know very little, I will nonetheless cease the posting of quotes from his book Treasury of Courage and Confidence as The Church forbids membership in Masonic Lodges.

I will leave the posts on indefinitely, as a personal reminder to me of spirituality not sanctioned by the Church, or rather, in this case, spirituality which the Church warns about, can be benign and actually good. But as I get to know me a little better, I know that I can easily be deluded and I am painfully learning to tread the path our Great God and Savior has established once and for all in the giving of the Faith to us.

Also, I believe I have gotten a more significant glimpse as to what strata and sub-strata the Enemy may be directing his assault towards us and frankly, if I am anywhere near correct on this glimpse, I am scared. Really scared. But this throws me back upon our Holy Faith with greater desperation.

To me the challenge lies therein: How do I learn to circumscribe the entirety of my life with this Faith? What fences must be built and patrolled? How do I deepen repentance as all the while the love for this world tugs at me in one direction and the desire for loving Him grows- then flickers-then grows again and leads me toward Him once again in the other direction?

Perhaps there is only one way: in the plea for mercy to Him that I, a sinner, may be found in Him and revealed in Him on that Day.



May it be so, amen.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

A Little Saying: Sunday 7-29-07

Today I read Psalm 108.

The snippet is:

Man must be arched and buttressed from within, else the temple wavers to the dust.

-Marcus Aurelius

Saturday, July 28, 2007

A Little Saying: Saturday 7-28-07

Today I read Psalm 107.

The snippet is:

Norman Vincent Peale sets up the following passage as follows: "Make prayer a regulative and a regular part of your daily life, and it will change things that need changing."

At one time the sculptor, Rodin, was approached by an extremely enthusiastic tourist who had viewed his major works in Paris. "Oh, Mr. Rodin," she fluttered. "Is it difficult work to sculpt?"

"Not at all, Madam," replied the master. "You simply buy a block of marble and chip away what you don't want." Simple? Yes! Easy? No!

Each of us must realize that, within our own block of marble, imprisoned by the fogs of our making that hem us in and stand between us and our true Self, stands the Son of God, just as surely as if the magnificent statues of Rodin were already complete both within his material and in the mind of the sculptor. The process then is one of freeing this Self which was made in the image and likeness of God. This will not be accomplished overnight for the reason that our prayer techniques will not be perfected overnight. Demons, doubts, unwanted bits and pieces must be chipped away, sacrificed gladly to Love's healing power through prayer as soon as recognized, until we stand free.

Prayer is simple, yes, but it is not an easy art-except sometimes for little children who are completely trusting. For most of us this most rewarding skill, as with all others, will never be mastered on a hit or miss basis. Prayer must be made a regular and regulative part of life...

We must be patient with ourselves if we would master prayer. Dedication and deep desire reinforce our will and carry us through arid periods when prayer does not come easily and we had rather not. If we are tempted to abandon regular prayer in moments when we are feeling fine or, conversely, when inspiration is lacking and we feel we have no talent for it, we can recall the little girl who fell out of bed during the night.

Her mother heard the crash, rushed in alarm and picked her up, crooning sympathy. "I'm all right. Mommy," said the child. "I just fell asleep too close to where I got in."

We must pray regularly not only to develop skill but so that it becomes a regulative part of our lives and we do not fall asleep too close to where we got in. No psychiatrist or psychologist or any other therapist would expect a patient to be helped if he came to the clinic irregularly or only a few times. Very probably he would dismiss the patient. There is a follow through, a gradual enfoldment, in all therapeutics.

Regular prayer helps one to identify oneself gradually with the spirit of Love-the spirit of Christ-the mind that was in Christ Jesus. It establishes internal controls which begin to give us spontaneously the responses we need. for this reason we must bring as much sincerity as we now possess to our prayers.

By praying regularly the last thing at night before retiring, and the first thing in the morning, always with an emphasis on Love, our prayer power will begin to increase measurably. Even in our present imperfect condition, still in the "presence of our enemies"-our doubts and demons-we will find we are growing toward that most Holy state which Brother Lawrence called "the practice of the Presence of God."

-William R. Parker and Elaine St. Johns Dare





Friday, July 27, 2007

A Little Saying: Friday 7-27-07

Today I read Psalm 106.

The snippet is:

Norman Vincent Peale asks:" Why should we pray? What good does it do?"

To which he provides the answer in the following passage:

In the first place, prayer is a way of increasing our sensitivity to the spiritual aspects of life. From this point of view, it is very much like exercise. A man's muscles become responsive by training...Exercise of any sort enlarges the capacity to understand, to appreciate, to react.

The soul is stretched and enlarged by prayer just as the body is stretched and enlarged by physical exercise. "O Lord, open my eyes that I may see truth and beauty in all Thy world, and Thy spirit in all things."

In the second place, prayer is good because it helps us conquer and control our appetites.

And, finally, prayer is a way of aspiration. It is a way of lifting ourselves, of getting a higher look, of transcending self. For when a man looks at life only from inside himself, or only from within the walls of his home, or profession, seeing the world as though it were all in terms of his special interests, then he is "too full of himself to have any room for God." But in prayer, he sees life as God sees it, and relates his own little life and his own little needs to the needs and life of humanity. He lifts himself by prayer, and achieves a high spiritual stature.

-Robert I. Kahn

The Shining spoof-Deception can be funny...

Thursday, July 26, 2007

(ahem!) "Formal" adding of a couple of friends' blogs

Hey Tyson and Erin!!!

Can life get any better than to be on this blog page? I didn't think so. Welcome aboard. I put your links under Other Blogs I Visit.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

A Little Saying: Wednesday 7-25-07

Today I read Psalm 105.

The snippet is:

All of us need to touch Christ for some reason or other.
As the Church offers this wonderful new life-this peace of mind and heart-this healing of mind and soul and body in Christ's name-perhaps she ought more and more to give instruction with her soul medicine.
You are justified in looking for directions on the lid or some instructions for taking a manual of operation.
Perhaps I can make some suggestions which will be helpful.
First, give God a chance. Take your problem, whatever it may be, to Him in prayer. Tell Him all about it-just as if He didn't know a thing. In the telling be absolutely honest and sincere. Hold nothing back...
Then the second step is to believe that God will hear you. Remember that He heard the poor woman who only touched the hem of His garment. Believe with all your faith that He cares what happens to you. You must believe that. You can't doubt it when you look at the Cross.

Next, you must be willing to wait patiently for the Lord. He does not answer every prayer on Sunday afternoon! You may have to wait until Friday. But wait. God is never in a hurry.
Then, when He speaks to you-as He will-do what He tells you. He may not tell you audibly. You may not hear your voices-as did Joan of Arc. You may not see any writing in the sky or have any unusual experience. God could, if He wanted, send you messages in that way, but that is not His usual method.
It generally comes through your own conscience-a sort of growing conviction that such and such a course of action is the One He wants you to take. Or it may be given you in the advice of friends of sound judgement-those who love you most.
God speaks sometimes through our circumstances and guides us, closing doors as well as opening them.
He will let you know what you must do, and what you must be.
He is waiting for you to touch Him.
The hand of faith is enough. Your trembling fingers can reach Him as He passes.
Reach out your faith-touch Him,
He will not ask, "Who touched me?"
He will know.

-Peter Marshall
*personal note-this snippet I would not have kept had I been collecting today; yet it contains some value so I posted it.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

A Little Saying: Tuesday 7-24-07

To clarify a bit, during this time when I collected these sayings, I would read one a day from "The Treasury of Courage and Confidence". The ones in the book that stuck out to me are the ones I am posting. These particular ones, also, I would write down and then post all over my office to read at appropriate times of need.

The ones I will be posting are only a tiny portion from this book and for whatever reason at the time, they jumped out at me and I recorded them. There were many days that I did not make note of the writing. As I mentioned on yesterday's post, along with these sayings, I would read a Psalm a day and some of these Psalms made such an impression on me that they would become my "saying" or "snippet" for the day. So I have put these into my rotation of daily(at work) readings alongside the other ones.

I mention this because today's snippet is Psalm 77.

Today I read Psalm 104.

The snippet is:

I CRIED unto God with my voice, even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.
2 In the day of my trouble I sought the Lord: my sore ran into the night, and ceased not: my soul refused to be comforted.
3 I remembered God, and was troubled: I complained, and my spirit was overwhelmed. Selah.
4 Thou holdest mine eyes waking: I am so troubled that I cannot speak.
5 I have considered the days of old, the years of ancient times.
6 I call to remembrance my song in the night: I commune with mine own heart: and my spirit made diligent search.
7 Will the Lord cast off forever? and will he be favorable no more?
8 Is his mercy clean gone forever? doth his promise fail forever more?
9 Hath God forgotten to be gracious? hath he in anger shut up his tender mercies? Selah.
10 And I said, This is my infirmity: but I will remember the years of the right hand of the most High.
11 I will remember the works of the LORD: surely I will remember thy wonders of old.
12 I will meditate also of all thy work, and talk of thy doings.
13 Thy way, O God, is in the sanctuary: who is so great a God as our God?
14 Thou art the God that doest wonders: thou hast declared thy strength among the people.
15 Thou hast with thine arm redeemed thy people, the sons of Jacob and Joseph. Selah.
16 The waters saw thee, O God, the waters saw thee; they were afraid: the depths also were troubled.
17 The clouds poured out water: the skies sent out a sound: thine arrows also went abroad.
18 The voice of thy thunder was in the heaven: the lightnings lightened the world: the earth trembled and shook.
19 Thy way is in the sea, and thy path in the great waters, and thy footsteps are not known.
20 Thou leddest thy people like a flock by the hand of Moses and Aaron.

-Psalm 77

*note* Again, I collected these during a period of my life I was experiencing intense and prolonged distress. So when I read this Psalm during my Psalm reading, it labeled itself to me "When my soul refuses to be comforted" and I like that. From a purely sentimental and therapeutic sense, this Psalm says that to me.

Monday, July 23, 2007

A Little Saying: Monday 7-23-07


In the last several years I have undergone tremendous change as I have made a conscious effort to live a spiritual life. This is not to say that I hold my life up to any kind of emulation for anyone else, but nonetheless it is the life I have lived in all its joys, sorrows, and innumerable shortcomings and sins.

During this particular period I have developed a routine for myself throughout the day which I more or less follow. Included in this routine is my daily reading after arriving at work and setting up my restaurant for the day's business. This reading is The Psalms, one a day, beginning at Psalm 1 and each day at work I read the next one. When I complete the 150 Psalms(one a day), I begin over at Psalm 1.

Along with the reading of the Psalms, I also read another piece of "inspirational" literature which have helped me through the last several years. They are not Orthodox, however, but they were of help to me.

As I look over these today, some retain their lustre; others I would not have kept had I been starting the collection today.

I will post these and hope the reader may find value too in these snippets as they have been of help to me. The majority I collected from Norman Vincent Peale's "Treasury of Courage and Confidence" in which he collects those sayings and writings which have meant something to him.

There are other miscellaneous sources from which I drew this little collection and where it is not from "Treasury of Courage and Confidence" I will make note of this. I will cite the author of each saying or snippet as well.

Today I read Psalm 103.

The snippet is:

Now I want you to think that in life troubles will come, which seem as if they would never pass away. The night and the storm look as if they would last forever, but the calm and morning cannot be stayed; the storm in it's very nature is transient. The effort of nature as that of the human heart, ever is to return to its repose, for God is Peace.

-George Macdonald

Saturday, July 21, 2007

a.. sinner prays(with pictures of "the arena")






I've been long absent from posting anything on my blog site so I think I'm about due.
I have been active on others' sites from time to time, but it's not the same as doing this. Truth be told, it feels kind of nice.
Of late, my focus has been to pray through my own personal rule. It sounds so easy yet in this I am confronted with the real enemy, me.
I posted these pictures to display my own little personal "arena". Here is where I come face to face with me. Here is where I love to be and hate to be. Never mind my old childish immature notions of how "I love to spend time with the Lord." Hogwash. Moments brief enjoyed to be sure, but there is so much going on that I'm missing out there. The world is rushing by and I'm here praying and missing it all.
There is rampant misinformation on the internet that needs just my touch and input to set right and I'm here doing this..., this..., this..., what?
I mean I'm fine, really. When God looks at me He sees His most stalwart ally, a man that only needs a little brushing off here and there("Thanks God for the help..ok I got it from here, Ill finish the brushing off now..I said I got it!")
And on and on it goes.
Life, at least for me, seems to unfold in an evening out process that does not long leave at peace such a man. That man is seemingly forced(if not by grace than by what?) to once again run out of himself and return as a child, to be handled, intimately handled by Him. Hard for a man who dislikes intimacy. And yet He bids me once more, "Come, Sophocles".
Our Holy Faith takes such a self sufficient man and pulverizes him against the Cornerstone. The old, apart from Him, undivinized, unhealed man cannot but give off a stench that will not allow the man to stay hidden.
The Physician is merciful and kind but He will do His work. He will re-create me in Him, I, dying and being reborn into Him one painful letting go experience at a time.
But the glory that is to be revealed in us as we truly die to this world, this life. Ah, but that.
It's taste penetrates into me from His World but I as a worthless sieve soon lose Him, His fragrance. But He continues to let me participate in His Uncreated Energies and I the shadow become more of a man, more truly who He wants me to be, more truly me, and I may now hope to hold that taste and fragrance a bit more.
A sinner such as I prays that I may not remain in the wisp that this world portrays as being permanent.
May I obtain mercy that always may I pray.